I have good days and bad days and I’m tired.
I don’t want to have “good days” anymore or bad ones either.
I’m so tired.
I just want days.
But nobody understands that.
They just say “It will get better.” Like getting better in the future is enough.
I want to be better right now.
I don’t want to be happy and think “This is it. I’m finally getting better.”
Then the next day be so low that I just want to cry and wonder what it it’s all worth.
I just want to get lost in the forest and runaway.
Because I’m tired.
I’m just so tired.